this is the part of it all that I just can’t deal with … welcome to heartbreak

i could very well be making the biggest mistake of my life at this very moment. so be it. i just… can’t.

it sucks when you start out doing everything you can to make people proud of you,
then you end up disappointing them…

but you really end up disappointing yourself even more so,
because you should have been doing it for you all along.